I confronted my mother about how she’d rather im dying but still in college over me caring for my health. She gave me the same big speech about why education is important like she always has. But at the end she said “Of course I care about your health.” I hate it here. I feel like a burden that should have never been born. I never said to her that I don’t think she cares about my health, I said she doesn’t care enough. I want to either move somewhere far away or die. Guess I’ll have to see which thing happens first.