I’m in love with my best friend. I’ve known this girl since we were in kindergarten. I’ve asked her out so many times and out of pity, she would say yes, but then break it off a week later. I do sometimes fall for other people but I have always resorted back to her. She’s so nice to me. She’s funny and smart. she’s beautiful and outgoing. I know I have zero chance with her, I know she’s out of my league, and I know she will never love me back. But I still cling onto that hope, that confidence that she will one day change her mind. But deep down inside I know I’m just going to end up getting myself hurt.