I understand your pain. I also was assaulted . it would take wasted years of hate and pain. An initial trip to the hospital. I needed meds to cause an abortion. I had been raped . I would bleed for 3 weeks following the r***. But the true healing process would never begin until I learned how to deal with the shame and guilt of it all.

I would later learn to forgive myself for placing myself in danger . for the mistakes I made.

I was so broken After . I actually feel a sense of sorrow for the guy now . but it took years of hate before I could heal .

Dont let anyone tell you it’s wrong to feel the way you do . you must go through your grief before your true peace and healing can happen !

Just do not act out in revenge ! Never take the laws into your own hands !