I’m an introvert CEO who spent 10 years in China. Now because of corona I had to go back France (my home country) and basically left everything behind.
I have fewer friends now and too introverted to make new ones.
I had to leave my GF behind. (I miss you Winnie, I never told you. But I loved you. I think.)
Social interactions bring pain, rarely joy, so I never talk unless absolutely necessary and I pinch myself when doing it to make it more bearable.
I wasn’t like that before. What’s wrong with me ?
I spent the past 10 years building my company and totaly neglected building my life.
As a result, I feel very lonely.
Very, very lonely.
So I bury myself in series, snacks and games. Even though I have a f****** company to run and people depend on me.