Why did no one wanted to be friend with me. What is wrong with me, its not like I never have any friends but place where I am I now is just filled with self centered and selfish morons and idiots. No matter what I do I always left behind. I must agree that I chose wrong company of people to began with they never wanted me I just insisted and stick with them like leech but now I can’t take anymore. The loneliness inside my heart is eating me from inside I am getting to much terrifying and self harming thoughts that I can’t imagine. I wonder how long will I bear this.