I hate. That’s it. I hate everything; God, living, humanity, existence. I just don’t want to exist.
Went to a party last night, got a little drunk. Embarrassed myself, wife po’ed, not talking right now. I’m guessing, no bedboom activity tonight..
It hurts like hell to go without certain things. You learn to live without. It stings. It drains u. But u go on…
