I feel so f****** dead all the time, things that used to make me happy feels so.. sad to me to now :// I dont wanna say Im sad to the people around me cuz theres not much you can do about it. I wish I could go back to when I was 4…I was innocent, walk around with my mom to the bread shop, they pure joy… I miss it , its all gone cuz the real world is cruel. I dont remember any of my happy moments as a kid, idk why but my core memories are just events that werent even that big I dont remember all my birthdays, one memory Im fond of is when my mom gave me a pink goat stuffie… I think thats the only momement ive ever been happy-
I miss it when i was innocent, when i didnt know the real world, everything is different now