i’m happy for you god i’m happy for you but i can’t help but feel bitter that you had the same exact experience as me with the same exact person but for you the outcome was seemingly so much better. like. f***! man. after finally working up to it i got shoved back into hiding and insecurity and you get. love and acceptance on the first try! im not mad at you im just mad at the fact that i apparently have to draw the short straw every f****** time i do something.
