Lying in bed, my throat and face and mouth hurts from ulcers caused from STDs. I can’t even be mad about it because everything that’s on my body and all

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Lying in bed, my throat and face and mouth hurts from ulcers caused from STDs. I can’t even be mad about it because everything that’s on my body and all of my problems, I caused for myself.
I exposed myself to h******* gay p*** at 13 years old, and jacked off nonstop throughout my time in my conservative Christian household. The first time I had s** was with a 60 year old man when I was 15.

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To be human is to continually change. Your desire to remain as you are is what ultimately limits you.

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