When my boyfriend goes back to his place i sit around and cry. not because i’m needy, but because its so much harder to distract myself, by myself. i dont cry when hes around. When hes not, and im home, and there’s even a moment of silence, i’m in tears as if ive been freshly attacked all over again. i feel like i cant move in with him until i find a way to stop this. i fear i cant stop this without practically moving in with him.
