I have extreme emotional attachments to one of my friends and so I always have to be near him. I’m not open about it so I feel like I’m just a burden to him and taking away his opportunities and other friends. I’m trying to become less dependent on him but it’s become really hard for me because I feel a dread in the bottom of my heart that I’ll never be able to find him again because he’ll get away from my clinginess and find someone better than me who gives him his space and I’ll lose the only person who makes me feel happy and safe. I know it isn’t healthy but I can’t seem to get away.