I really really want to cry right now. God, everything in my life has been falling apart like a book of shelves and I’ve struggling to keep it up. But recently the weigh has grown because I broke up with someone who made me feel useless. Like I wasn’t good enough to help him with his problems. I just really wish I was good enough for people and now I don’t know how I’m gonna face anyone without starting to cry. And I don’t want help but I know I really do need help and I just want someone to listen to me but I’m scared they’re gonna tell someone and I’m gonna get sent to therapy. But I don’t want that cause I’m scared that even if I do go, it won’t work.