I get it there’s a lot of pain forms. But this one is like, in top 10 if not 5th, 1st or 2nd.

When you date someone, who you know still fantasize being with someone else who is much better than you. Not into comparing but cmon let’s be real here, there will be someone who is always better than us. Little did I knew that this thing can shatter my confidence. I can’t be sweet or expressive around him cause it’s the other girl in his mind I am thinking about. He could just be responding to my kiss and i love you cause im still fool to be around him. But yea, s**** but i tolerated this so… sigh