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I also feel a deep loneliness within the core of my soul.

I hate it , I never really felt this alone until I hit 50 .

I’m not married or engaged. No ring !! Yet

I have a friend, he’s really not my forever. I don’t feel loved by him .
1. He’s never tried to impress me
2 . He’s stingy with kind compliments.
3. He has never invited me to his house to meet his family.
4 we are not intimate . No s** . No affection . No kisses
5 he lives 2 thousand miles from me .

I do not understand why he refuses to encourage me to date others . He won’t let me go .

I do not understand why he’s sooo scared of love ❤️!!

I just don’t know.

New Confession

This year has been difficult. Unbearable loneliness, physical and mental pain, and abusive Fiserv projects. The sad part is that even if HR finds this post – they will be more concerned about bad PR than my health. The world is cruel. Being overlooked by women and missing out on basic human intimacy has taken its toll and the only solution is to end it permanently. Helium is the way. Peacefully drifting off.

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This year has been difficult. Unbearable loneliness, physical and mental pain, and abusive Fiserv projects. The sad part is that even if HR finds this post – they will be more concerned about bad PR than my health. The world is cruel. Being overlooked by women and missing out on basic human intimacy has taken its toll and the only solution is to end it permanently. Helium is the way. Peacefully drifting off.

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