I love him..
I dearly and sincerely love him..
Loving him is killing me slowly
I stopped eating
I stopped being me to be someone he would.. love
And.. guess what?
I did it. He loved me.
At this point.. I’m not sure anymore
I started fading away from reality
I don’t know what means for him to respect me out of the relationship.. even if I need it.
I told him about my pain and darkest secret.. he took advantage of the exit I gave him…
Im lost.
Im completely lost..