I have so many people around me who need me to be alive because they depend on me and are really close to me. However, I feel like I’m slowly losing hope and the strength to hold on.
I know I shouldn’t but I can’t keep up anymore. I feel so tired and I feel like ill just let everybody down. I just wanna stop these scars, and finally just stop. I don’t wanna die, in fact I’m afraid to die, but I don’t want to live either. It feels like I’m going to just suffer if I keep on shutting my mouth and not telling someone that I need help. I’m trying to scream for help but I don’t have the courage to do so. I know I need help but I- I don’t want it because I know I’m too selfish for kindness. Please help me, I feel like I’m dying..