Mmmk Siren lover, we aren’t in the same boat after all. Phewwww. You do sound like a big selfish baby though. Being a little school boy, pulling pigtails and calling names will never, ever work for you. I’d bet she doesn’t even have a clue you’re stalking her. It’s all in your head, that you’re some how interrupting her life. Maybe you should get a therapist.