Everything is a pain for me,, i overreact about every little thing and overthink all the time,,,has been going good for a few days, but today it’s one of the bad days. I drank 3 anti-stress/anxiety pills,hit some hard books, used a rubber band and snapped it till my wrist is swollen and cut myself on my leg. I hate being this way, wish i could just die and be free from all these wasted feelings, thoughts and shackles.I hate myself,, wish my heart could just honestly stop beating,, sorry for being so selfish towards people who would give anything to live longer, but can’t due to medical reasons. My mental problems are just a danger to myself,, wish i could be normal honestly. I have no one i can speak my whole complete mind and a psychologic issues to anyone
