I miss being able to trust you. I don’t understand why you would cheat on me, and I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive you. This pain isn’t going away. It’s hard to look at you after I’ve carried your child in my belly and you jacked off on snap to random girls. Was she even an adult? How much of the real you is hidden under the surface? How many times have you been unfaithful to me? Do you actually love me? Are you going to hurt me all over again? These are the thoughts running thru my head. These are the questions I can’t ask you or you’ll lose your cool. Why am I even with you? I honestly don’t know why I still love you, I wish I could switch it off. You ruined us for nothing, for a girl you’ll never see or meet irl. You hurt your wife, you hurt our son. To everyone out there in a relationship, don’t cheat. You’ll hurt your partner more than you’ll ever know. Just be a decent person. Find the inner strength to keep it in your pants. Be a good person.