i repressed the memory of being molested when i was a child for so many years. now, as an 18 year, i want nothing more than to die. i want to die because

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i repressed the memory of being molested when i was a child for so many years. now, as an 18 year, i want nothing more than to die. i want to die because all i feel is disgust. i know it’s not my fault, i know it’s not. but i just cannot live with the fact that this happened to me. i feel disgust in myself and the only thing i can think of that will be a permanent solution to this overwhelming feeling is death. im sorry.

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Me and my mother have been fooling around ever since my dad passed away and it’s been really nice with me and my mom having s** all the time but nobody around and we can do what we want to do when we want to do it and her sister came down to visit my aunt and she caught us having s** and I was kind of embarrassed and I got up and walked out of the room and my mom had a talk with her and she talked her into having s** with me too that was this morning and I’m waiting for her to come into my room now she said she was getting ready for me so I’m going to see what she’s got on and see what she wants to do with me I do want to have to go all the way with her to make sure she’s in tune with me and my mom so and I can’t wait for my aunt to come in and see what she wants to do with me I think she’s going to go all the way with me too so that’s what my mom said she came in and told me that she had a talk with her and she’s getting ready right now and she’ll be coming into my room really soon I can’t wait

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