Sometimes I feel so trapped in my emotions and how badly I want to be heard by my husband. I want to feel like I’m the most special person in his world and I don’t. I end up feeling like I love him more than he loves me. I can’t say how I feel and when I do he goes silent and it’s breaking my soul. On one hand I love myself so much and on the other I hate myself for being so F****** pitiful. I feel completely ignored and disliked. I want to give up but every morning I wake up and try again. Here’s to another exhausting day of existence.
