It’s been years we virtually met,but never got a chance to had a real date Today it’s unnecessary and a waste of time.Because we don’t talk anymore and perhaps will not ever needed to contact. The connection I felt,the attachment I was attached with thy is far beyond imagination right now,in today’s time.Actually I used to feel like losing myself even in thinking about my life with anyone else without thy.throughout the writting I am facing a little bit uncomphy because the keyboard is getting drenched,hahaha,where the hell these drops of memory came from?No ,how much I tried to detach myself,from thy thoughts,though only virtual,only online based,I could never,I am failed here ,too,like all other examination, so funny na? I wish I wouldn’t accept you flappy request to meet me in inbox,I wouldn’t had to face the dragaries of pain in this small age of my life.I have recently started dating a guy.But I’m not greeting able to accept him properly, I am still somehow deeply ,mentally attached to thy emotions and memories. These are no soon gonna make me a dirty,nasty women in society. I know.Consequences are also well aware by me.I will try my uttermost to live like a fake flesh,wearing fake smile in face,cheering for nothing. I will cope up.I am a human,acting is accumulated in our blood,especially when we are women.I will never approach to you,not in my lifespan.But Its not possible anymore to confine myselfe without love.I will accept love if it comes in my life,with its right,demand.Still I could not imagine anyone with your name saying Tahmida,he he.Feels like to punch their face right away