My fiance had an affair with his coworker a month before our wedding. He abandoned me, went away on holiday with her while I was devastated, got her pregnant, has been promising me he loves me and wants to be with me this whole time, told me he didn’t want to be in the baby’s life, abandoned me again without telling me where he was going and left me a total wreck, didn’t answer his phone for two days, he was at the hospital with her while she gave birth, I’m broken forever and I don’t know how to go on. My whole life has been stolen from me and I have nothing to live for. I gave him everything, I believed his lies, he feeds me breadcrumbs to keep me hanging on. I’m a wreck and my life is over. How is anyone supposed to live like this. I have nothing. I’m 35 years old and I have nothing to live for. I deserve to be treated like this. I’ll never be loved and cared for.