Not a confession but a senseless rant
I HATE THIIIIIIIIIIS. ITS ABSOLUTELY NOT.FAIR. I have been waiting 19 years for this moment to come. I have been counting. day by day. year by year. and the moment finally came. and then BAAAAM – the biggest, most uncontrollable and s***** thing that could possibly happen happened. and its working against me. I am dependent. i deserve freedom. I WORKED SO F****** HARD FOR ALL THIS S*** AND NOW THE WHOLE WORLD IS FEEDING ME HORSECRAP AS A REWARD. HOW IS THIS F****** FAIR IN ANY SORT OF WAY? WHAT KIND OF WICKED GAME AM I BEING INVOLVED IN WITHOUT MY CONSENT? i am drained. no energy left. i cant focus on a single sentence. i cant function normally.
THIS IS NOT THE WAY THINGS WERE SUPPOSED TO BE. I WANT MY F****** LIFE BACK, I WANT MY F****** PLANS BACK INTO ACTION, I WANT MY F****** FREEDOM, HAPPINESS AND SERENITY. I F****** EARNED THEM. WHERE ARE THEY? WHEEEEEEEEEEERE AREEEEEEEEEE THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY?
