My mom drinks a lot and when she gets drunk she says a lot of s*** to me, and i used to ignore it cause i thought it was just the beers speaking, but some time ago i tried alcohol and I got drunk sometimes in parties I’ve been, and because of those experiences i realized that when you’re drunk thing don’t just come out of nowhere, you only say what you always wanted say without the shame or guilt or whatever that was stopping you from saying it, so now whenever my mom gets drunk and say s*** to me I can’t help but feel horrible and i guess that’s something that is making my anxiety go through the roof more often than ever…
