I hate hate hate myself so much. My grades are slipping and I can’t do anything about it. I take validation from academics which makes my grades slipping all the worse and I don’t know how to study and I just want to die I WANT TO GO. I wish I was never born why was I born nobody likes me and I never make an impact I’m everyone’s background character even for myself and I hate it I hate myself why couldn’t I be like them why did I have to go through this what did I do. I just want to be happy and live a normal life I want to go out and be able to have fun. I just hate myself so much and love things too much and I can’t find any middle ground.
