Tbh it did hurt that you two apparently decided to drop me. I don’t know what you’re thinking or what’s going on but I know it’s better this way.
It hurts cause you guys have been my friends since childhood, and yet you decided to side with some girl we met just a few years before.
You promised you would still be my friends, but a month has gone by without any of you even caring. You knew I was dealing with horrible depression and guilt and yet you decided to go back on your promise.
I wish you guys had at least told me about it.
But that’s okay, even if you didn’t I understand.
I actually don’t wanna speak to you anymore.
Because I won’t be able to let go of the past if I do.
And talking to you will just remind me you’re still with her.
And I don’t want any connections to her anymore.
Ever.
So just block me or whatever, because f*** I really can’t do it. I know I should but I can’t because I still love you both.
Just never talk to me again and leave my life please. I don’t care about being lonely anymore. I just don’t want you guys with me again.
