so uh heres this i guess
so basically, in school, i’m failing, and my parents expect very highly of me. i’m VERY, VERY lucky that they havn’t seen my grades yet. problem is, i have adhd, and a HUGE procrastination issue. it’s like i can’t get rid of it. i’ve never really seen the idea of school anyways. all we really need of school is the reading, writing, basic math, and the communication skills, and health. nothing else. i don’t get why you’d have to spend nearly your whole day at some place you dont even wanna be. not to mention the fact that school can have a huge negative impact on somebody’s mental health. that’s why i dont get my work done, i see no purpose in school anymore. i see it as worthless. but my parents want me to get all A’s. it’s not like im gonna get my work done, anyways. most i’ll do is get one assignment done a night cause i wont stop procrastinating.. it’s a huge problem that i can’t stop. just knowing that i can do something else with my time, just knowing that school isn’t worth it, so i just don’t do it. i don’t understand why people are forced to do this anyways.. its stupid as hell. i’d rather listen to music in bed… sometimes all this confusion hurts my brain too much.
