• 1 month ago

I’m tired of my own best friend. I’m always there for him, but lately he’s too possessive over me.

He’d cut himself when I’m not answering his calls. I was asleep then, he was trying to call me at 2 in the morning.

I panicked. He’s a suicidal guy. I always worried over him. He was diagnosed with a bipolar disorder.

I can’t do anything on my own. He didn’t mean to control me I think…

But he always calls everyday and I can’t even work.

I’m having panic attacks so many lately. My low blood pressure is getting worse too.

I’m telling him about my problems, I mean, that’s what best friends are for, right?

But he said that I should be thankful that I’m not suicidal like him. And then he ignored my problem and started talking about himself again.

I’m actually tired.

But if I leave him, I’m afraid he will kill himself.

And I will feel guilty