I’m tired of my own best friend. I’m always there for him, but lately he’s too possessive over me.
He’d cut himself when I’m not answering his calls. I was asleep then, he was trying to call me at 2 in the morning.
I panicked. He’s a suicidal guy. I always worried over him. He was diagnosed with a bipolar disorder.
I can’t do anything on my own. He didn’t mean to control me I think…
But he always calls everyday and I can’t even work.
I’m having panic attacks so many lately. My low blood pressure is getting worse too.
I’m telling him about my problems, I mean, that’s what best friends are for, right?
But he said that I should be thankful that I’m not suicidal like him. And then he ignored my problem and started talking about himself again.
I’m actually tired.
But if I leave him, I’m afraid he will kill himself.
And I will feel guilty