Don’t kill yourself, you are loved. Your bad hand can be made better somewhat. I tried to kill myself in 2009, I met my wife the next year. I’m so happy I failed and I’m still here. “There is a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets in.” Leonard Cohen, check that singer out. He had depression and suicidal thoughts. We might not know each other, but I care about you and I’m here in the world somewhere. I want you here in 30 years for your half brothers birthday. – Mark
