I always felt as if Iam a nobody, like I do have some friends, and can make acquaintances, but Iam that person that can be overlooked easily. People almost always speaks over me, don’t value my opinion amd prbably think Iam invisible. And all these have made me feel so insignificant!!! Even though I have friends… Iam hardly anyone’s first priority…That s****..
My parents love me, there is that, but they are morally obliged to love me. I have one best friend but she had to shift a while ago, and we are miles apart now.
My feelings may be insignificant considering the amount of people suffering in far worse situations , unfortunately Iam a people pleaser, and I can’t move away from that!!
Even if they talk s*** behind my back, or treat me like a pushover, I still feel that there is something wrong with me…
Am I victimizing myself?? I don’t know.
I have been alone majority of my life, and it is just too much sometimes…
It hurts, I feel worthless, not enough, and incompetent…
Iam just a mess…
Hopefully tomorrow will be better?
