I’m tires of living. I don’t have the guts to kill myself because im afraid of the pain. if there was a painless easy sure way of killing myself I’d do it in a heartbeat. I’m tired of people telling me to hold on because it gets worse everyday. Theres a pain on my chest and it feels like I can’t breathe. i want to be happy but I never can. I feel so alone and no one cares. I’m tired of feeling like this and I just want it to end. Ill hold on until my grandma dies because I don’t want to burden her with my death. I won’t care about the pain then. Ill be free from homophobic parents and the burden of living then
