I’m f****** done…..
I’m done with living I don’t see the point of life anymore…I overdosed on f****** Tylenol my f****** dad and mom started screaming at me, I mean I get they where scared but I don’t f****** care. They took me to the hospital and then sent me to a mental hospital my 3rd one. The second one I had went to I was there for three years. So I was perfectly ok with that. I just don’t f****** understand WHY the f*** you want me to be ok but then tell me to put a mask on and fake it till I make it.. I’m just so f****** done I’m not a f****** “normal” teenager. I just want to f****** die and give up you are the only thing stopping me so if you break me I will give up and it will, end, My life isn’t something to be dwelled on at all. So if I kill myself don’t cry over me don’t waste your tears like I did because soon they will go away and you won’t be able to cry you will just take a deep breath and pick up another burden and move on. The universe isn’t pretty like everyone says it is. All that blue is water that has been polluted, and all that green is slowly turning orange and black then to dust and ash. These humans that make up the whole population are the same things that are destroying it. So stop giving me reasons to be even more sad. Do you want me to just stop crying, because I can’t do that. Crying is what’s keeping me alive, even so I won’t cry when I kill myself. Unless there is a reason. All these people in the hospital are saying they don’t want to die but sooner or later they will eventually die. If you don’t want to live come talk to me I’ll be the therapist I never got. If I’m still alive…..Goodbye stay alive for those who couldn’t.
