i’m still trying to come to terms with the fact that my parents will never love me as i am. i am their son, but they will only see me as their daughter. they’ve told me that even aside from “all this transgender s***”, they still hate who i’ve grown to be. i do too. i’ve got so much anger at them and i’m trying to figure out how to get a hold of it because i take it out on anyone who gets close. i hate being this way and i’m doing everything i can to fix myself, but at the very least i would like to be loved.
