To those who do not want to keep living. Most of you are assholes. I have lived with a horrible cancer for 15 years and I keep going. The left side of my face looks like the Late Senator John McCains with a huge lesion on my facial glands. I am in pain in my face and neck and in my lymph system. I have so much pain that pain pills no longer work so I take only asprin and advil. I have my faith and there are so many days that I feel like I cannot take it another day. Oh by the way, I am only 52 year old guy and most of my teeth have been removed due to the cancer and I am almost down to gums. I was a handsome, healthy man once upon a time and had so many hopes and dreams for this part of my life and none of them came true. If you have your health you are the richest man or woman in the world! I just came to the realization that I cannot move to Montana like I always wanted to because I will not be around in another year or two. Please fight for your life and happiness.