It's my birthday tomorrow, my seventeenth. I've never liked birthdays, I've learned not a lot of people do. But, my history with them is that I always end

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It’s my birthday tomorrow, my seventeenth. I’ve never liked birthdays, I’ve learned not a lot of people do. But, my history with them is that I always end up crying somehow. Started with my thirteenth and has been consistent up until now. I just hate birthdays. They remind me of the fact I’m getting older and doing jackshit with my life and I hate the fact that I need to have a big party or whatever.

Regardless, I won’t say I don’t like at least a little attention. But, this year, I’m scheduled for my second vaccine dose on the day and my parents have taken this as a sign that we should just… not do anything for it. My mam is working, my dad will be too, I’m not getting a cake and we’re having f****** steak for dinner. I just… is it so much to ask that I get even a cake? And my mam’s treating it like it’s a big f****** joke because, “it’s only your seventeenth,” and she thinks it’s hilarious that she’s done no preparation for it.

I don’t know. My eighteenth is next year and I already know its going to be hell. I’ve decided that when I go to college and get out into the adult world I’m just not ever going to tell anyone my birthday. Too much hassle, I’ll just get myself a cake every year.

Anyways. This was probably too long. Sorry.

New Confession

I miss being 13 and going through puberty, it was just me and My mom, she was gone alot working or out with friends, She would leave early on a Sunday morning and go hang out with her friends, Id wake up after she left had the morning hardon, having to pee, plus I slept naked, I walked out to the front fully naked except id have my sandals on take leak out in the front yard completely n***, we had a new trailer mom bought us and we was on her dads land after they passed away, so lots of privacy, After I peed in the yard I would walk down a long dirt road and get the mail from the mailbox across the paved road from our long dirt driveway, id spend most of the days Naked and masterbating.

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