I'm 99% sure I'm trans but I'm super closeted. I'm very cishet masc presenting, and I hate it. I want to dress in fishnet stockings, skirts with a cute

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I’m 99% sure I’m trans but I’m super closeted. I’m very cishet masc presenting, and I hate it. I want to dress in fishnet stockings, skirts with a cute top and makeup. Since I’m living a lie, every waking moment is a nightmare of gender dysphoria, every f****** second of every day.

I’m nearly 40. If I were to transition now, I know I’d hate the results. I knew I should have done it when I was 19.

New Confession

I miss being 13 and going through puberty, it was just me and My mom, she was gone alot working or out with friends, She would leave early on a Sunday morning and go hang out with her friends, Id wake up after she left had the morning hardon, having to pee, plus I slept naked, I walked out to the front fully naked except id have my sandals on take leak out in the front yard completely n***, we had a new trailer mom bought us and we was on her dads land after they passed away, so lots of privacy, After I peed in the yard I would walk down a long dirt road and get the mail from the mailbox across the paved road from our long dirt driveway, id spend most of the days Naked and masterbating.

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