My body is getting weaker each day. I thought I was just being ridiculous but it turns out I’m exhausted all the time. I may have undiagnosed depression or anything related, but I will never truly know. All I know is that life is getting harder to live and I’m growing weaker by the day. I have lost enjoyment to the activities I once enjoyed. I am distant from everyone I know. I genuinely want to go. I want to leave. I might even do it. I’m close to ending my life. I don’t know what to do anymore. I am so exhausted with being alive. I lost everything. Almost everything. I think the final step is going to happen.
