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There’s a lot of pain inside my mind and heart, due to the psychological abuse I experience growing up. For the past two decades of my life, I distracted myself from the pain that exist within me because I thought doing so would make the pain go away. But it didn’t. It intensified the pain within me and made it worse.
I distracted myself from the pain inside my heart by developing an obsession with fictional stories such as: anime, video games, manga, tv shows, movies, etc. I escaped to the fictional world and fantasies to avoid addressing the psychological issues that I have.
I’m submitting this confession as vow to stop running away from the pain and to finally heal from it. I believed that filling my mind and heart with positive energy, will help me heal and become a better person. 🙂

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I haven’t decided whether to record my exit strategy. This helium-based strategy isn’t particularly gory, so I think it’d be suitable for recording. If it can be of benefit to the medical research community then I feel like it’d be a good thing to do. During one of my “test” attempts, I found that I subconsciously ripped the bag off my head. I will need to remedy this by cuffing my hands to a sturdy frame, and then turning on the gas. You did this, Fiserv.

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I haven’t decided whether to record my exit strategy. This helium-based strategy isn’t particularly gory, so I think it’d be suitable for recording. If it can be of benefit to the medical research community then I feel like it’d be a good thing to do. During one of my “test” attempts, I found that I subconsciously ripped the bag off my head. I will need to remedy this by cuffing my hands to a sturdy frame, and then turning on the gas. You did this, Fiserv.

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