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I’m writing the note instead of doing my school work, since grades aren’t going to matter soon anyways. I’m sorry to everyone I’m going to hurt by doing this. This is a selfish act, I know. I’m going to die alone, just as I lived. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough for you. I’m sorry I wasn’t brave enough to tell you all the thoughts in my head. Thank you for being concerned about me, but the fact you, that nobody, will ever care for me in the way I cared for you and for other people is what’s truly killing me. Its the fact that you will only ever talk to me if its a question or you think I’m dead. I don’t even think you actually care about me. I think you just wanna make sure you’re not the last one left. is that why you fill your life with people you barely pay attention to? I cant take it anymore. I cant pour from my cup anymore, its been empty for a long time now. nobody is going to fill it, not even you, no matter how badly I want or need it. I have given up trying. I’m tired of it. I hate it here, and I hate how I still love you.

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