If you really regret turning me in, then why don’t you take a risk and contact me secretly? I know we can’t be friends ever again, but there’s some closure that needs to happen. Now that I’m finally starting to move on from my obsession with you, I realize how empty and meaningless my life really is. Buty situation isnt the problem, it’s my mind and behavior. I’m sorry for all the hurtful things I put you through. I’m sorry if you ever hurt yourself because of me. I hope you found happiness. I’m sorry I went off the deep end for so long. I’m sorry I used you as an excuse to be an awful miserable human being. I donttl think I’ll ever stop wanting you more than food, so even though it’s painful, maybe it’s actually for the best that we never speak again. I’ll always get my hopes up when it comes to you. If you ever need help, hit me up. I promised and I meant it.