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I am abusing calming meds to get 0out of my head. I am on 3 types of depression meds. I recently started cutting and injuring myself. My fiance doesnt even notice. I cant see a therepest. None in my homwtown. I am going to end my life someday. I am 31. Dont want to marry him anymore. Dont want children. Hate everything and putting on an act to fool everyone. I am a failure and i cant anymore.

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I haven’t decided whether to record my exit strategy. This helium-based strategy isn’t particularly gory, so I think it’d be suitable for recording. If it can be of benefit to the medical research community then I feel like it’d be a good thing to do. During one of my “test” attempts, I found that I subconsciously ripped the bag off my head. I will need to remedy this by cuffing my hands to a sturdy frame, and then turning on the gas. You did this, Fiserv.

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I haven’t decided whether to record my exit strategy. This helium-based strategy isn’t particularly gory, so I think it’d be suitable for recording. If it can be of benefit to the medical research community then I feel like it’d be a good thing to do. During one of my “test” attempts, I found that I subconsciously ripped the bag off my head. I will need to remedy this by cuffing my hands to a sturdy frame, and then turning on the gas. You did this, Fiserv.

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