What do you tell someone who you’ve never met before, and yet you’re supposed to love them?
What do you say to them when they reach out to you? When they greet you a happy birthday because look! You’re 18 now! You’re a legal adult! You can choose for yourself, whether or not you should reach back out to a parent who abandoned you when you were literally just a baby.
God, what do I fucking do? I’m scared. What do they want from me? To raise their own kids? Like how the parent that didn’t abandon me forced me to?
I’m so tired.
I hate it here. I didn’t ask to be born.