• 3 weeks ago

I just wish I was dead.
I have “friends” but I don’t feel like telling them that I really need help.
I don’t even know why am I writting this.
People expect so much from me, being smart is not easy.
I have suicidal thought literally everyday because things have gotten out of my hand, people rely on me too much, they probably think of me as a handy tool to do things unable to say no…