It really s**** when someone around you is trying to change you in ways you don’t want to change. You get berrated with all kinds of guilt and shame and insults and invalidation.
We all handled the beginning of the pandemic as best we could, right? Well to be honest, I didn’t. I had no idea how to react or even process this s***. I bought weed for God’s sake. My f****** roommate man–he knew, but man he lost it. Like he was bugging me for s*** every day. Every day was a crisis he was going through. And I had no f****** idea how to react, cause I didn’t even have the mental capacity to process this reality.
Every day, man. Beating me over the head. Every day, hitting me with that guilt and that f****** co-dependence. A grown a** man doesn’t even know how to get himself to just f****** chill, bro. We ain’t got nothing but time, fucker. Sit down, shut the f***. Leave me the f*** alone, bro.
There’s two ways in life to go about life: there’s hoping for best and praying for the worst, but taking care of your brain when you do it. And there’s whatever the f*** Eduardo decided to do.
Dude, that m***********’s crazy. Like, his attention to detail is ridiculous. Like f*** that guy. F*** thin walls where you can hear your roommate through the wall. F*** living with other people. I’ve had it up to here, dude. I’ve had a total of like 12 roommates that I really, really enjoyed living with. Chill as f*** people who I f****** love, dude. My best friends from college were my roommates.
But f*** all you motherfuckers out there that are going f****** crazy ape s***, bro. F*** all you b****** who f****** freaked out and lost their minds during Covid. I mean: take care of your f****** mental health fuckers. Stop making your s*** everybody else’s s***. F****** murders and domestic abuse went up this year and that’s a pretty thin line between bad mental health and f****** murdering.
F*** you for losing it. You’re an adult. It’s never ok to be violent towards another human being. It’s never ok to be emotionally abusive. F*** all of you. Stuff it down your f****** throat and choke on it.