I don’t want to come across as entitled at all, I have so many opportunities to things that others don’t and I’m grateful for that. I’m lucky to even have friends. But despite that I still feel so lonely. People call me their best friend and tell me they love me after I express the loneliness I’m feeling, but then don’t talk to me much and don’t ever ask me to hang out. I overthink so much about every little thing and I know it’s so unhealthy but I don’t know how to fix this. For my birthday this year I didn’t have a party because I hate being the centre of attention. I don’t really care about presents but it still kind of hurt that no one got me anything when most of my friends give each other presents even when there isn’t a celebration. I don’t know, this might sound stupid to anyone else, but constantly being alone with my thoughts is making me feel like everyone hates me or something.