I’m going through the darkest hardest times of my life, life just keeps getting worse, I try to be patient and let things take time but I only end up with a huge shock when things get even worse, ever since I was born things were always bad. I’m trying so hard to keep myself alive, feels like God doesn’t even listen to me or care about me at all, am I bad for saying this ? Idk. I’ve been patient for so many years but life really got super hard and it is really unbearable, I’m suffocating each day and life just doesn’t give me a break, in the moment of me having a breakdown I keep getting bad news one after another. I wish I was never born or brought to this earth. This life is a horrible unfair cruel place, and I hate it so much. Why can’t God just give me a break for once ? I’m really tired, I really really am exhausted both mentally and physically. Everyday I try to make it a new day it ends up being worse than the day before. This place is so brutal and I hate this life so much. I wish I never existed. Life is unfair. It never was and it never will be to people like. I’m tired. Really really tired. Give me a break, let me be in peace at least for once, please.