I m so f***** tired of everything. Nothing but problems. Manage to get one thing covered and two more arise. No love in my life so no life. I envy couples . they can lean on each other. Single people are screwd when life gets heavy. We expect you to perform and handle your business. But i failed. Fell short. Even my dad was so disgusted by me; he wrote me a letter and said he never; ever wanted to hear from me again. 13 years ago. And i never ever heard from him again. So i bear the scarlet letter of failure.