I feel hopeless,worthless and ugly every single day
How do we love ourself when i know i am ugly.Why am i not just a normal girl like evry other girl.Of ourse i have eyes,nose,hands,legs but i am not happy cause they are not like they are supposed to be on a girl.I feel like i look like a lady boy.Why,why is it like that and why do i have to see myself like that.Why do i have to feel ugly,i dont want to,i dont want to waste my energy on feeling ugly.Why do i have to feel igly even when i have makeup on why does makeup changes nothing.Why do i have a box face,why do i have small forehead and small eyes and big wide jaw.Why does my face looks funny to me,because of my face my entire body looks funny.Why God why,why did u make me this way,why didnt ypu make me just normally pretty,i do not wish to be a model like pretty,i just want to be a normal girl.I just want normal features