I hate it when I have critism over something, vent to a friend group, and receive low effort half assed responses or memes and gloss over my entire point/ actively are trying to ignore me.
I don’t think I have real friends or atlease those who genuinely want to hear what I have to say. I’m not asking for an emotional relationship but someone who can understand someone else’s want for human interaction.
Its not fair because I find every “friend” of mine has stories or experiences or hardships i want to reciprocate with. Even if I’m bad at whatever point I respond with I make it obvious I care about them and their feelings and give them the conversation they want. Of course this doesn’t happen often and idk why.
I dont have real life friends and its just remnants from discord
I go to the gym and don’t feel fulfilled mentally. At this point I’m going for the tattered remains of my ego and to possibly find friends or make something of myself
I’m from new York and I’m young. Please talk to me
